26 April 2017

my heart it is a-stirring

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My heart 'tis a-stirring

...to write about deeper aspects of spirituality, again. The call of the heart in this direction, towards and being immersed in, spirituality, is something that my heart just cannot resist.

Over my life, my ideas about spirituality have so changed in one way, yet never changed in other ways. For a few years I thought that one had to practice deeply spiritual yoga in order for the spirituality to flow. I lived in an ashram at the time.

When I left that ashram, I started to meet wonderful people who were deeply spiritual, and did not practice yoga. And over the years, I have met many spiritually minded people who do indeed live a yogic lifestyle, but, unfortunately, I have also met many who promoted yoga but were not nice people.

What does make a spiritual person? I do believe that it has to do with the stirrings and emissions of one's own heart.

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Our heart pulsates out through the energy field that it emits. Have you ever met anyone around whom you instantly feel happiness and serenity?  My Nanna made me feel this way. She was not only emitting the vibration of love, but also the vibration of a person who was kind, gentle, and true to herself. To me, this is true spirituality.

I consider myself to be extremely knowledgeable, through personal experience, about the differing realms of spirituality such as chakras (energy and consciousness centres), koshas (the physical and spiritual bodies of a person), tattwas (the elements)...., akashas (the spiritual spaces inside our psyche), etc.... etc. 

But the main thing that I have learnt on my journey is that there comes a point of experience whereby we must express ourselves with, and through, love.

I feel that when we come to this point, no matter what path that we have been on, or whether we have been on a path or not, that a choice is to be made. Do we stay as we are? Unable to trust our own innate spirituality? Do we harden our heart, and push on, without expressing the heart vibration?

The heart vibration, is of course, love. I feel that the opposite of love is not just hate, but also indifference, selfishness, coldness, uncaring, and malevolence. Not a pleasant place to be. The heart vibration is giving, caring, sharing.

Our physical heart is the bridge between our feelings and our intuition, and yet, it also does seem to have it's own mind. When we allow the beneficial expression of the heart, our own heart becomes healthier. Our whole body becomes healthier.

We all have a heart. We do not need to have an "awakened" heart chakra, to be able to allow our inner loveliness to flow. When the inner loveliness does flow.... the Inner Light is there for all to see.

18 April 2017


I've done regression for quite a while

I used to write out the unbelievable stories that I took people through with regression, and I would ask my clients if it was okay to write about them. Then, the somewhat temperamental computer that I had at the time, seemed to eat all my stories, before dying. I was so obviously not meant to write about those stories at that time.

What happened in the past, does matter now

Now, years on, I still continue to be amazed at the history of a person that comes up. And, occasionally, for myself, something relevant will arise from the deep depths of my consciousness, adding yet another answer to the puzzle of my own life. 

For past lives do have relevance on a present life. I have heard people say some really weird things about karma and past lives, but I only go by what I have seen (clairvoyance), felt (clairscentience) and heard (clairaudience). 

But many have strange notions

Rather than go by what I can intellectualise, as I feel that some of the views and ideas that I have heard about past lives and karma, are actually 1st World musings.

But I do know this: at the level of a lifetime, we are not usually truly understanding or what people are going through with karma. 

Sometimes, honestly, we might have a very hard life because we have had so many recent ones whereby we were looked after financially and in other ways. And it just might be time for a person to stand on one's own two feet, without support.  

Or, we might been born with amazing qualities and gifts, but also have a difficult life. Because perhaps those amazing gifts combined with hardship and sorrow might be the vehicle to be able to achieve wondrous things. 

Or, it's not about us, in the bigger scheme of things, but someone else in our life.

I do know that we don't just sit up in "heaven" and decide what sort of life we shall have. That is definitely a 1st World fantasy.

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(don't know that this is Lemuria, but I can tell you that it was an advanced and deeply spiritual civilisation)

A sad ending to a life in Lemuria

I had an experience regarding myself and another person, someone with whom I felt that I had definitely travelled many highways and byways of lives. 

I knew, I just knew, that this experience was a memory from the mystical place of Lemuria. It was not a good time. The skies were black and red, and angry-seeming, with tumultuous clouds. We were by a coast, trying to move fast, to safety. The sea was quite choppy. 

We were maimed and my partner was dying. I was sick, and trying to help him walk, but it looked as though he was taller and older than me, so it wasn't easy. He was someone of great spiritual importance and authority.

I felt that we were fleeing from great catastrophe of human doing. We were suffering the effects of nuclear bomb and/or fallout. All around us, the devastation of nature was enormous. 

And from all of that long time ago, I still had those feelings from that incident. They were still inside me. As I write this, I still feel the hidden grief. It is as though it was yesterday.

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And a beautiful Lemurian life

I had another experience regarding Lemuria, in meditation, even further back in time. There was snow everywhere, and rainbows! Some were like bubbles of rainbows. Blue sky. So beautiful. 

I was using a Lemurian crystal at the time, but, I am not an expert on crystals. And I have learnt, through Carolyn, that it is not just one crystal that does the work, but the combination of crystals.  

Best to contact my friend Carolyn de Silva for any crystal information. (ps I have no idea what was going on in that memory, but it was all so lovely. And familiar, amazingly)

Lemuria was a missing piece of past life puzzles

Lemuria was a very long time ago, and although I have done readings for others for that place, I had not gone back there for myself, until recently. I did so many readings and regressions of places and times, that I felt were familiar, but could not work out where those places were. Now I feel most definitely that many of them were from Lemuria.

I have read some totally weird, and to me, stupid, stories about Lemuria. I will tell you that it was a vast place, I always felt that it was a continent, but I did not feel that it was the Americas, Europe, Asia, Russia, Africa, nor the ancient continent that was off India. One of the reasons that I felt this, was the snow memory. Lemuria was lush, and beautiful. A deeply spiritual and ancient culture. Long gone.

Where was it?

Where was Lemuria? I started to see a world map during some of these readings. Lemuria was in the Pacific Ocean, the many islands of the Pacific Ocean, including New Zealand (Aotearoa). These places were like the high points, geographically, of Lemuria. There is a legend of a demi-god, Maui, who fished up the North island of Aotearoa. Where it fits in here, I am not sure, but as a clairvoyant, I do believe it to be true.

Lemuria went for far more years than we are capable of comprehending. The stirrings in our Spirits from so long ago, are manifesting in these times. This is such a gift.

1 April 2017

The Ancient Norse People

Regression has taught me so much


For quite some years I have been giving readings and regressions for Atlantis, and also for other times, cultures and places. Atlantis seemed to me, to be not just a place, but rather like an empire. In other words, it seemed to be spread over a large area of the globe. And I sometimes wonder if this is why there is so much query over it's (supposed) position. Many believe that it was just a place. As part of Cuba, now underwater; in the Mediterranean? Atlantis as an "empire" could have been in both places. I also think that (parts of) South America were also part of the Atlantean system.

The mystical culture from The North

And there was also a very sophisticated, matriarch-based culture in Scandinavia, which was not part of Atlantis. The first sightings that I had of it, suggest to me that it may have predated Atlantis. It was such a long time ago. 

There was a Head of the people, a woman, and she was also the Spiritual Head. The women were trained in spirituality, but I do feel that men were also. It was just part of their life. Very, very, mystical.

It preceded another ancient culture, and also The Norse

What happened to this majestic culture I never found out, but there was a matriarchal tantric-type culture which existed in Scandinavia for tens of thousands of years, long ago. I feel that this culture followed the much older one that I have done many regressions for.

It was clear that where it was, was an important route for the seafarers. And seemed, somehow to be a special part of an ancient culture. Like a spiritual Motherland. Which indeed it was. The seafarers came in massive wooden ships, which cut through the smaller icebergs and floating pieces of ice, effortlessly. I so wish I could share with you how lovely the scenery was. Exquisite. Timeless.

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                    Norway, Sunset, Dusk, Sky, Clouds

A great seafaring culture

The ships were so big that sometimes there were 3 layers of oarsmen. And, the women would have children with the seafarers, so it looks as though many males of the culture became sailors. And, on trips to the Motherland, women would be sent on the ships, as chanters, singers, of their ancient language. In the front of the ship, there would be a main chanter, standing, who would be invoking the support of the Gods, for the sea travel. The God of the sea, the God of the wind, for example. This chanter was quite High in the spiritual scheme of things, in that culture. And either side of her would be seated chanters, just one row each side, who would be doing supporting chants, of protection. As if in a meditative state.

I have 'seen' these ships, often, in regressions that went far back in time. Back further than our history books can tell us. These ships travelled far and wide across the oceans. The seafarers had ancient knowledge of the stars, tides, weather, oceans - these were their compasses.

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Their ships were enormous

The ships were like this, however, many were much bigger with a bigger sail. And high! As though there there were like more than one story high, on the ship.

What is now Norway, seemed to be the integral centre of this culture.  And we can forget marauding Vikings here. They were very strong in their lives, their beliefs, but I did not see killing, nor maiming. I have been wondering if these were the ancient Norse people. For the Gods and Goddesses were strong in the Norse culture...... but, I must confess, I am not actually sure.

Time changed things

As time went on, much of the knowledge was retained - and we are still talking about distant past here. I frequently wondered if the extremely old "pagan" system had a connection with how this culture came to be as time passed. For in later years, I could see that they used nature, knowledge of nature and plants, Gods and Goddesses. They had words of power (mantra, karakia), they worked with the unseen. Very tantric. 

They also used symbols. And, as the seafarers had travelled around the large continent of Europe and that would include Great Britain, then these "ways" would have gone with them. As part of Life.

A most amazing secret

This is the most amazing part to me: When I first started seeing this, over and over, I thought that I was going.... well... crazy. Remember that it is a very cold climate. They lived inside of the earth. There was an entry way which was a long wide, and high corridor, a large arch ceiling, with archways going off the sides, leading to other areas.

Simple, yet sophisticated, large communal dwellings built into the sides of cliffs. Inside stone. How did they do this? History has many buildings such as pyramids and temples which defy explanation as to how they were built so precisely. And the eras in which these buildings were made, seem to be going back further and further in estimate.

                    Mountains, Nature, Norway

I "discovered" this culture, by accident
It was unbelievable to me as I "watched" various stories from that distant era, unfold, over the years. After the first regression dealing with this culture, which was about a lifetime from there, the client sat up afterwards, and said of that lifetime... "I knew (all through the story) what you were going to say before you said it". I was amazed. 

I had gone to do an aura healing - cum - regression for her, which was how I did them at that time.... but, would you believe, I couldn't find her aura!

I sat, flummoxed. I didn't know what to do. Next thing you know, I am "seeing" this incredible story unfold, and hearing myself tell my client the story. Although I had been doing this for quite a while, this was my first absolutely channelled session, no healing modality used with it. And it was also when I learnt to completely trust the process.