31 January 2019

Merlin DID exist

                              Image result for merlin

A chance discovery has led to the unearthing of fragments of a manuscript from the Middle Ages which tells the story of Merlin the magician.
The seven pieces are thought to come from the Old French sequence of texts known as the Vulgate Cycle or Lancelot-Grail Cycle, dating back to the 13th century.
They were found hidden in a series of 16th century books deep in the archive of Bristol Central Library and are now being analysed by academics from Bristol and Durham universities.
Parts of the Vulgate Cycle were probably used by Sir Thomas Malory as a source for his Le Morte D’Arthur, which is itself the main source text for many modern retellings of the Arthurian legend in English.
Dr Tether, from the University of Bristol, said: “These fragments of the Story Of Merlin are a wonderfully exciting find, which may have implications for the study not just of this text but also of other related and later texts that have shaped our modern understanding of the Arthurian legend.
“Time and research will reveal what further secrets about the legends of Arthur, Merlin and the Holy Grail these fragments might hold.
“The South West and Wales are, of course, closely bound up with the many locations made famous by the Arthurian legend, so it is all the more special to find an early fragment of the legend – one pre-dating any version written in English – here in Bristol.”

Who does not love the stories of Merlin the Magician? Whether they are Disney stories, or from elsewhere. I do too. I have always loved them, and I still do. I'm enchanted by the idea of a proper magician, from the mists of time. Yes, mist, most definitely. I totally associate Merlin with mist.

About 30 years ago I had a vision, which I felt was from the past, although, paradoxically, it was very much in the present. It was, I felt, to do with the Times of Merlin. It was early morning, there was heavy mist (fog!), in the countryside. There was a small cloche of wispy trees, and behind it, was a small river. Very other-worldly. Then, I saw, very clearly, a knight in chunky armour, on horseback emerge from the trees. I was transfixed. The horse was quite big, much bigger than the horses of my home, New Zealand, and it had on a lot of paraphernalia, just like I would imagine from all of those centuries ago. And the horse looked like one from the British Isles. 

I so knew that knight! I couldn't figure out whether it was a memory from my past, or, the past had come into the future. One of those rare 'moments in time'. After the knight came out of the trees, he disappeared. But the memory of that magic moment has always remained.  Lucky me.

I was training a healer one day, many years ago. I was lying on the floor, eyes closed, as they went about the healing on me. Suddenly I could feel myself smiling, feeling so happy, so full of anticipation. My mind had slipped into the past. I was on a river, in a small boat, like an old fashioned English rowing canoe. There was mist everywhere. I could "see" reeds in the water. It was very quiet, we were moving stealthily along the river. I heard myself say to the trainee healer: "I'm going to see Merlin". Of course, he probably had a different, but similar, name, in reality. I also said that I never made it, that I got killed. I felt that it wasn't my first visit to him.

Why would a person going to see someone of Merlin's stature get killed so that they would not reach him? Why did I have to slink through the mist in a very quiet craft? I was not alone on that craft, there was someone steering it with a pole, and it wasn't that person who was the killer. There could have been many reasons, but some came to light over the years, as I gave readings and regressions.

The person from whom all the legends of Merlin emerged, did exist. He was a powerful person. A true mystic. I often wonder if he was a genuine spirituality advanced Druid. Or was he a Celt? (clearly, I have no idea....) There was a castle close by to where he lived. I felt that, in the lifetime above that I described, that he was my Spiritual Master. I suppose these days it could be likened to a Guru. Maori would call him a Tohunga. He had a massive following, but it was more than that: he was a guide for the people, and as such had incredible influence over them. I felt that he was a good person. In readings I have never, ever, seen anything to indicate otherwise. I saw that he did do incantations (invocations, words of power, mantra, karakia; whatever you might like to call them). He worked with nature, plants, to provide what was needed for a person, which indicates that he was a healer too. He  may have been the last of his spiritual lineage.

It came to pass that people had to come to see him, like going undercover, for safety reasons: theirs and his. Bad times were afoot. In one reading I "saw" an invading army which was determined to get rid of Merlin. To put an end to his influence, to end "the old ways".  And to impose their own culture on the people of the land. 

I feel that Merlin was part of an old culture, a good one, that paid homage to the land, the cycles of nature & of all life, of birth, death, decay, restoration. Of dignity. We might call such a way of life pagan, but if this was indeed pagan, I'm all for it. There have been, and still are, many old cultures which worked with the Gods of Nature, and the unseen forces around us.

As I write this, I feel full of a deep love. I know that it is from within myself, and that it has to do with someone I once knew. Forever residing in my heart. A Great Being. Merlin.

23 January 2019

Why are we here?

                         Related image

Why are we here?

Why, indeed.

I have had two major experiences, both many years apart, which caused me to think about this question differently. I have different questions in my head now. I ask myself "what is the next level? What is behind this and that particular stage of evolution?" The answers always come. In their own time.

The first, unforgettable, experience, was when I was doing healing for a friend. He came for aura healing, regression, whatever, whenever he came to New Zealand. This particular time, I heard myself saying things to him whilst he was lying, eyes closed, on the table. He looked as though he was in a very deep internal space. (which is one of the things that I love about healing). And I heard myself talking to him, relaying a long message, about why we have lifetimes, the origin, what it is all about, the final outcome. I was aware that I was so excited as I talked. I could barely believe my good luck, as I had always wanted to know these answers. It was being channelled from somewhere, via myself. At the time, I didn't know that I was a channeller, I just knew that these words had come from somewhere, like a message.

After, I couldn't remember a darn thing that I'd said! "Never mind", I thought, "he will tell me when he comes to" at the end. So when he was back in the everyday experience, as opposed from traversing the realms, I asked him what I'd said. "Don't know," he said. "I never heard". I could see the humour in all of this. From this experience, I came to the realisation that I was not supposed to know, whether it was just at this time, or for this lifetime, I do not know.

The other one, was one of the most major experiences that I have ever had. I was in meditation a few years ago. Suddenly, I was in a blue space, a bit lighter than royal blue. There was a circle in the centre, which I felt was a portal into a very big spiritual realm. 

Through the circle, was a "sky" of a lighter sky blue colour. In the centre of the sky was a thin white outline of a full moon, with a crescent moon outlined in the right outline of the moon. The full moon  and crescent moon, were the same colour as the sky that was inside the portal. 

In the crescent moon were a succession of full moons, behind each other. Innumerable. Each had an infinite number of crescent moons inside each of these full moons, layered one behind the other, all the way up to the very top of the crescent moon. 

Inside every single crescent of these smaller moons, were more of the full moons with the successive crescent moons emerging from the base of the crescent moon, and disappearing into the top tip. Every single crescent moon had this. Indescribable. It was endless. It was the infinity realm of incarnation, on this planet of Blue. It is, actually, impossible to describe it properly. It was infinite. No beginning and no end. At the time it was overwhelming. Plus, I felt very strongly that I was not to go through that portal, so I didn't. 

This experience really did change me, After this, I definitely felt that the answers that I had previously sought, were pretty irrelevant and quite trite, really, in the infinite cosmic scheme of things.

But,  being me, I still kept asking.

17 January 2019

Even more spiritual realms and such

                   Image result for sufi poems about creating a space

Time to be more "me", with this blog 

I am resurrecting some posts from my clairvoyant blog, which is now no more.  I decided to do this, as my knowledge is no longer just yoga. I am someone else now, not just a yoga teacher and spiritual yoga teacher, and I have been this way for some time. And it just feels more honest to be myself. I'm sharing quite a lot of knowledge and experiences, as these days there is so much interest in The Divine aspects of life. Life, in this context, meaning The Cycle of Life. From one realm to another, to another. Over and over.

The Heavenly Realms

Today what I'm writing about is The Life Between Lives, which of course, is many realms. We could understand these realms better as being "heavens". Differing realms of "heaven".

We don't recline on clouds, hanging around with angels and such

No, because for so many, there is work to be done in these realms. I have met some amazing people who have had "special" roles "on the other side".

A friend, who was an amazing woman from my yoga ashram days, passed away. After the funeral, she "appeared", like a vision, and spoke to me about how her role in another realm is to help people move from this realm here, to that realm, once they have "passed over". So, once they were there,  she was like a guide to that realm, for them. As she spoke to me, she was radiant, light was streaming from her. So lovely. And in the lifetime which she had just left, she had been such an amazing person, and a true spiritual seeker.

Another person who is a prolific gardener, and I've mentioned her previously, she "weeds" our "body"  when she is in the life between lives, removing much accumulated "gunk" which had accrued from trauma. We will still carry the vestiges of trauma, in some form or another, when we pass over. But it is lessened in that other realm, by this "weeding" and also other ways, so that the strong memory of it is not with us for the following life on earth. So, that trauma which she weeds, looks like an ugly dirty black. She cleans us up so that our inner light can shine. Mysteriously, the plants in her garden all grew not only very large, but also leaned to where she did her meditation.

Another friend, who also gardens, plants flurish around her, is an amazing Reiki healer: Divyamurti/Diana Radcliffe . The energy which can pass through her in a Reiki session is so strong and profound, as she channels intense love energy. It is this energetic manifestation of love which does the healing. When she is in the Life between Lives, she runs her hands over our light body to remove gunk from trauma and also to lessen the effects of that trauma. So, that is another way of lessening our hurts in the Other Realms.

I did a reading for a woman who would, literally, reach out her hand, to guide people through the blue mist that separates this realm from the life between lives realm. That was her role. And in this lifetime, she has done that too. Reaching out a hand, helping and guiding others who are having a bad time.

Our life is more than just suddenly coming into creation, then having a life, then moving into Heaven. We are in a circular wheel of karma which includes the lives between earthly lives, and we have tasks to do "on the other side" as part of our evolution. And those tasks, such as the ones mentioned here, are frequently mirrored on a less grand scale whilst we are on this planet of blue. Of course.

It's not all peace, love and light, though

But sometimes, when a person passes over, they find it hard to accept the way that the life that they had just left, was, or aspects of it, when they "pass over". Sometimes such a person will refuse to admit that they did things that hurt others, or they might refuse to believe that they are not a great incarnation. Even find it hard to come to terms with a sad or traumatic life. And this is okay, too. It still is part of our journey. I have done readings whereby the person had a life where they died tragically and slowly, such as with cancer, or a slow death with drugs, with all the life issues that led to that experience being hard to come to terms with "on the other side".

In these instances, we are "lost" in another realm, some might call it purgatory, until we come to being able to "move on", literally and figuratively, to the more celestial aspects of the life between lives. And in my heart, I am 100% sure that this has happened to all of us, at times. It is, after all, part of our cycle of Life.

9 January 2019

more portals

                                  Related image

What are portals?

Portals are unseen entry and exit sites. Some portals are for just for entering, as in my previous post where I described a soul descending from the heavens into it's mother's foetus. Whilst there is a different portal for when our current incarnation is finished, and we must return to the heavens. So that is an exiting portal.

Portals here and there

Portals can be seen, usually by a clairvoyant, others can feel them. Sometimes I will see one, other times feel it, and yet on other occasions, just know that it is there. They can be in many places, in particular where there have been war battles. I have seen one about 5 minutes drive from where I live, it's on a long, side road which is a connecting road between 2 suburbs. When I first drove through it, I could feel the change in vibration. And in the closest township, there is a very busy, short, side road where I nearly got hit by other vehicles one day. Another time I did get rear-ended. Needless to say, I do not drive on that road anymore! Generally, these portals are not beneficial to us.

Portals inside of us

There are a few portals inside our psyche too. They are the gateways to the spiritual realms inside of our subtle body. And, of course, these are lovely portals.

As a long time chakra expert, with knowledge gained from experience, rather than from "talk" or books, I have long felt that chakras are portals into realms of expanded consciousness & greater  knowledge, with each chakra being quite different from the others.I don't really subscribe to current thinking about what each chakra is for, mostly due to my own experiences. And, if truth be told, I am quite adamant that the chakras are not really what the current modern thinkings, are.

Portals to the cosmic realms

And there is a particular portal that takes us into the cosmic realms: most profound.  I had never heard of this portal before I experienced it. With the cosmic realms, guides who are extremely elevated in the grander scheme of things, can contact a healer or clairvoyant much more easily. And this cosmic realm gives access to angels, archangels and gods. Very special indeed.

And just so you know, there are also portals in space. There is so much more to Life, on all levels, than what we know.

Through the portals come our loved ones

When someone contacts us "from the other side", they too seem to me, to enter through what looks like a slit in the ether. Yes. Truly. The first time that I saw it, I was stunned, I had never imagined that it would be like that.  To be honest, I saw the slit, then my step father who had passed over, then a woman's voice which I recognised. It was his deceased sister, saying: "I never knew you (meaning everyone who had passed over) could do that".

I also recall the first time that I noticed a change in the ether, years ago, when a friend died, I "saw" a slit in the ether. And I knew that he had gone.

When bad portals abound

When unwelcome psychic "stuff" enters our homes through portals, the home first needs a physical clean, then a psychic cleaning, then the portals closed. I was living in a house not so long ago, where heaps of quite awful psychic stuff was happening. No matter how much I psychically cleaned the house, it just kept happening. I went around the outside of the house and found lots of portals. I sealed them all, one by one. Since then, I always make sure that there are none in my current home.

Unbelievable magical portals

One of the most magical portals, is to the faerie realm. I never knew such a place existed. Yes, it is in a special place.

And, amazingly, I did two readings recently, regarding portals. One was using a giant stone, like the Stonehenge ones, for a ceremony, whereby the person whom I was reading for, went through a portal on the side of that giant stone, into another realm. This was so many years ago, and obviously in the culture of the time, were shamans whose spirit could travel into unseen places. But to do that, a portal was needed.

The other one, was using a portal to gain blessings. In this case it was blessings for newly born babies. Again, thousands of years ago.

I know that this all seems so fanciful, but over the years I have learnt that thousands of years ago, there were cultures that were far more sophisticated than we could imagine.

2 January 2019

Heavenly Portals

  Image result for portals

Entering another, esoteric realm

Some years ago, I had a vision of being in an ethereal place of white light. Light was streaming out of everywhere. I actually freaked out as I thought that I was leaving my body. I wasn't, of course. But I was in the afterlife. 

The Secret Garden 

Prior to that, in other instances, it was of being in a garden, of such overwhelming beauty. I have since been to this garden a couple of times. Once I saw myself as a young girl, running laughing, in that garden. It was at the end of my life about 100 years ago. I (the girl) was so happy to be back there! 

In these instances, the first was my consciousness slipping into that ethereal realm (I don't know how!!), and the second was my psyche recalling an experience. Both times, I had to be in a Higher State of Consciousness to do that. Which came from decades of serious meditation.

Sometimes, we can just slip into these realms, but usually there are portals or entry-ways to get to them.

The portal between this life and the afterlife

And, in a meditation, I once saw a girl, in a grove of trees. She was standing in a stream of white light, looking directly at me, in a portal between this life and the "heavenly realms". This portal grove is where we can "remember" what we came to this incarnation for, and we can also meet up with those who are still coming. The girl whom I saw was joined by my Dad (RIP). He was looking at me to let me know that she was family. A coming grand daughter or great grand daughter. Lucky me. I so knew her!!! (But I forget how I knew her)

The soul portal to enter into a life

Interestingly, I have "seen" an entity descending into her mother's womb, into the fetus. I was taking a lovely woman through a Yoga Nidra for that occasion. Yoga Nidra is a deep relaxation technique. And of course, for a mother to be in a deeply relaxed and elevated state when the entity comes down, is a wonderful thing. I had been roughly told the technique for doing it, but of course, it wasn't a "technique" as such. It was what actually happens. So, being me, I could "see" what was happening on those spiritual realms of incarnation, and I just talked the friend through the experience, as if doing a deep relaxation. That was such a special moment for me. And for her. She said after, that everything I said was what was actually happening (chuckle)

The entity doesn't just suddenly turn up! There has to be a way to get in there. And the way into the womb, is through a portal in front of the tree of life. This particular one, is in the realm of the life between lives. We go down that hole, that portal. It is our exit route from the life between lives. And our entry into this realm is via a chakra coming out of the navel, in the aura, Manipura chakra. 

The chakra starts to spin very, very fast, and as it goes faster and faster, like a vortex, the entity, the soul, quickly descends. It is so miraculous. And this happens about the time that the mother starts to experience baby moving in the womb.

The Afterlife tunnel does exist

And of course, something has to be a route for us to leave this life. The portal that we traverse between this life and the afterlife, is a white tunnel. We don't just glide up out of our body and into the heavens. No, we go via a route. That route is in a realm. It is very rare to just "go there". Obviously.And, there is a place that we go through to get to that tunnel. We go through a blue mist which is similar to, but not exactly the same, as sky blue. It is like a wee journey to the tunnel.

And, I am so not writing about how to get to that mist.